Cheers

I can't believe that I took bus to home around 1 am at night from Taipei Train station to Nei hu. Every time after I cheers, my friends always drive me home or I take taxi instead. But today I waited for the bus and it was 1 am at night. I was really afraid that I had missed the bus and I thought MRT service till 1 am. However, I was crazy today and I miss the time when I was abroad that I didn't have to go home until next day.Um....Anyway I really had fun time and I did spend 20 thousand dollar today....GOSH...I really out of my mind...

Shopping and shopping

I woke up early today like 8:50 am. Because I went to 世貿 for buying the new digital camera. I used to have two cameras but I want to change the latest one. Hence, I bought the black one and it costs ten thousand dollar. It’s really nice and I hope that I can use it for years. Then I went shopping but I couldn’t believe that I kept buying. I bought one jacket at Sisley and another normal clothes at Tommy. Nearly 20 thousand burns in a morning. However, winter will be coming soon I THINK, so I should get more clothes for the new season right? haha~~What a close? If my mom came with me, we definitely bought more stuff. Because last night she told me that she had seen a new LV bag which she really wants to buy it.Ok then I wait for it also I can use it.

Change

It's amazing how much I change and learn every year. I can honestly say that I've changed so much since the first day I started school as a freshman in university. There were some good times and of course the bad but it has been one hell of an experience and I wonder what the future has in store for me.

When I was around 18, I never thought of future but tomorrow. And I didn't care about anything, but I knew that I could buy lot of stuff by credit card. Until now, I realize that I should grow up and try to pursue my goal. I think that I did learn a lot in University.

Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many people have pictures of you, and how many moments of other people's lives we've been in. Were we part of someone's life when their dream came true, or were we there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it.

The heart has reasons that reason does not know.

Issue

Internet Dating

The internet has grown fast these years all around the world. For example, the number of people using it for communicating or making friends. And I think it has changed our life in at least many ways. Nowadays, the hottest topic that people are concerned with must be the internet dating. However, it might has kind of hazardous but some of people still make friends on the internet. First, internet allows people to communicate on line, and the most of popular system is MSN. People like to chat on line with their friends or the new one that they just met on MSN. I cannot deny that I like to use it, either. However, through the MSN, we can meet many people different and some of them that we are afraid of talking face to face. Give it one step at a time, we are hardly to distinguish the real life from the fictitious life. When we read the news, we can learn that many young people make boy or girl friends on the internet while they meet in the chat room or the online game. After they had talked several times, they became the friends in the real life. But they never thought about what kinds of person that they had met on the internet. Even he or she becomes the part of important friends in their life. Nevertheless, we never knew the person that we met on line is good or bad. In my opinion, I do not think of it is a good way to meet people. The words or the way we talk and use on line must be different which compared with what we use in our real life. Hence, we hardly know a person deeply and entirely. On the other hand, we see people perfectly and no any defects through the internet dating. People definitely hide their real personality and try to show out the best of they can. Therefore, we have to be conscientious when we meet friends on line. I cannot surely say that people on the internet must be the villain but we have to protect ourselves. According to what I mentioned above, we cannot trust people so easily on the internet. And the most important thing is to protect ourselves when we meet a person that we do not realize them entirely.

Memories

Like an old photograph, time can make a feeling fade,but the memory of a first love never fades away.

I took this pic when I was 16 in NZ. I still remembered What I usually did on weekend was going to church. I like the people there and I could talk to myself deeply there. I remembered that I always woke up early and took the bus to school at 6am. It was really tired but I never felt lazy to go to school. I always wonder if I hadn't been to NZ, I might have stayed in TW as usual high school student. Then my life must be boring as usual.

It's true that I always miss my life in NZ or AUS. Because it was entirely different from my life now. But I still keep in touch with my friends whom I met in NZ & AUS. Some of them came back to TW, and we like to talk about the good old times. We are always close because we had lived abroad together for years.

But I am looking forward to going abroad for my master degree. And of course thanks my parents give me such an affluent life .I must be satisfied with my status quo.

Me and my Japanese classmate

traffic accident

Three days ago, I went out with Jimmy and he drove the car. Ok everything seems perfectly and nothing odd. After we had took the Ferris Wheel at Miramar, we went to Dan Shui(淡水). Then we took walk there and it was about 9:30pm; he drove me home and everything still going well. However, on the way home, we passed through Shilin (士林)...................WOW.....suddenly we bumped into the car in back. I just had seen there was a taxi that suddenly stopped at crossroad, but it was too late to see it. Then we bumped into the taxi entirely. I freaked out totally and my mind suddenly went blank. At mean time, Jimmy got off the car and negotiated with that driver. Then I called 110 for help. While both Jimmy and I turned around and walked back to the car; how incredible that taxi driver escaped instantly. But we didn't write down his license plate. We still waited for the police but 5 min. past then we still waited and waited. At last, Jimmy decided to leave but the police called me about 10 min. after. He said actually that we have to pay for that taxi and the police would fine us for hundreds. Because it was our fault that bumped into the car in back, even he stopped there. Anyway but we still fine, and it cost 16 thousand to fix his car ......But I don't need to pay for it....What a close!

Sometimes I wonder if anything's absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us.
Truth is still absolute. Believe that. Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.
Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. Find your perfect match, the one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of you life that you realize that the plans you made were simply plans. Because at the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you are leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered......I miss my life that I had....

See off

Sigh~~Don't want to think of it and always thought it still long way to go. But it did really comes OCT.22. All my family woke up early and the atmosphere was SAD. I really don't want to believe that my brother has to leave me for a long time. When we arrived Taipei Train Station, I saw lots of people there; then I asked that staff how many people are there for joining the military?? The answer is 400. Pity them. They still young but why do they have to spend almost one year staying in that kind of environment. When they went to the platform, I cried like a baby and then see him off. I think of him these two days, and I always wait for his calling. I can't wait to see him soon.

Assignment

1. I think it is hard to say how much that girl should get per month or to persuade people how many things we can achieve successfully by our ability. Not only in Taiwan but many countries have this problem. People always regard that girls are tender and lack of working ability. I think Taiwan's cultural is one of the reasons that we always live in patriarchy’s society and we always think girls should stay at home doing housework. However, this stereotype gradually be changed and we accept girls have their own career. I think it’s really hard to change this concept instantaneously. Give it one step at a time, we will have more and more girls walk out from the kitchen to the office. What’s more, this issue would be solved sooner or later; School and society should work together and give people different concept. I think there will be no problem but change one step a time.

3. In my personal opinion, our society always gives the pressure to no matter male or female. We have the stereotype deep in our mind and can’t even get rid of it easily. For example, boys can’t cry out like girls express their emotion,boys should be brave to do anything and girls must be afraid of anything or should be like princess. Why do we have those idea in our mind? The reason is that our educations teach us like this and mass media spread out these kinds of message to the audience. we step by step accept this concept and use this way to judge people what you should do and shouldn’t do. Furthermore, why girls wear skirt or dress but boys have to wear pants. There are no any laws to tell people should be followed this way; We never really ponder why we should be like this. We absorb those concepts and try to be like this model type. It’s not our fault but the education and society have this traditional thinking pattern. So what we can do is following it and always like this.

Goodbye and I am missing you

These past few weeks I've missed someone more than anything in the world. Saying goodbye probably has to have been one of the hardest things I've done. Do not even want to think of it, but I should and it's all on my mind. What should I do? Join the military service with him?? Or hide him under our basemant? All the ideas are useless and ridiculous. However, my elder brother's leave might hurt me really deep. We can't fall asleep until we finished the Pillow Talk. We can't even discuss English together and you are always there helping me. What's more? I can't see you when I am home but your stuff lefts in our room. I am crying even now I just typing some words. Please god helps my brother through all the obstacle and be safe whenever he is. My blessing will follow you and always there.

My life is monotonous

Often times I sit up late at night and think about my day. Lately, I have nothing to ponder about, it's just life. I go from school to cram school and then home .When does the cycle end? I obviously don't want to leave any of the previous list so that is out of the question. I just wish that some days I could take a deep breath and actually breathe. I mean, my life isn't complicated or elaborate in any manner, I just feel as though I don't stop. If only I could sleep maybe this heaviness on my chest may subside and I might be able to fully comprehend where my life is leading me. Because, at this point, I feel as though my life is monotonous and going no where fast. Maybe I'm just too young to be able to know exactly where I want to go in life.

So that's mean I'm exhausted , can't think of anything to write anymore....As the topic MY LIFE IS MONOTONOUS.

Tainted Milk Formula

Several babies have died and at least thousand of children have fallen ill after drinking tainted milk formula from China. Recent days, people are living in the panic when we are eating anything related to milk powder with the source materials from China. The reason is that contain the melamine which do harm our health, but the official government do not solve and put emphasis on this problem immediately.

Furthermore, the official even can’t make clear how much ppm can be added in the food and dairy products. Some of really famous and trustful food product companies also use the tainted milk formula from china and it has been used for years. I dare to say most of us had already eaten tainted and chemical harmful food inside our body. If today this event were not erupted, we would eat more tainted products in our stomach. Nowadays, more and more materials and manufacture foods are made from china, and we can’t even avoid eating it or buying it. Because of lots of businessmen are trying to hide the truth where the material really came from and by this way they can gain more illegal money from customers. Obviously, not only does our government has to take responsibility to this event but China’s related organizations have to be strictly to control the food quality. However, the event had already happened so the following steps we should do more carefully. For example, we should check the expiration date when we bought the foods, where the materials came from and what the ingredients were contained in it. I think it is only the way that customers can do and protect themselves.

In a word, I learn a lot from this time, because I always think the food we can buy or displayed in the shop are always safe and they are through food inspected. But the truth is not exactly what I am supposed to know. After this issue, sooner or later the customers will be more clever and carefully when they buy the product. Last but not least, our government should really wonder and introspect why they always could not solve the problem initiatively and take it responsibility. The simple thing we need and require is eating safely.

Change

I wanna change my life style...because I am really tired...

I'm just not willing to sacrifice time for what is more important for me in the long term. well,is it more important? I'm not sure if it even matters. I guess that's why I'm not going for it. Instead I'm wasting my time on things that do not benefit me. Maybe, I really don't care that much about it anymore.
Maybe it's too much to ask because we've all got too much stuff to do. There are just too many goals to accomplish, and too many dreams to reach.This is the time when we all act like others are nothing and we are everything; in simpler words, it's when we act selfishly. It's when we put others down in order to reach the top.
I just have to keep reminding myself that the past is the past...

Looking at my past and my series of unfortunate events,I never came to believe that I will experience this feeling again.I always thought that I knew what I was doing,and that I knew how to read the opposite since I have been through so much,and yet,three times,they proved me wrong.It's not that I didn't want to learn my lesson,but like everyone else,when there was hope,all I wanted to do was give in,and wait and wait to see if that little glimpse of hope would turn into something...Something real...
I was so close to giving up. So close to breaking down. So close to dying.But I through the rain and be stronger again.

Enviornment Protection Issue

We are encountering a sever problem with the accumulation of garbage on account of the increasing population and rapid industrial development. Excess trash inside or outside the home is inevitable to draw such pests as rats, flies and cockroaches, which carry viruses and infection disease. Mold and bacteria also grow on rubbish and do harm to our health. Indeed, the rapid- increasing amount of junk is threatening the environment as well as our health.

We have the ability to diminish garbage by transforming waste into valuable resources. Such materials as glass, metal , and paper are able to be reprocessed into new products. Kitchen scraps can be made into compost, which can be added to soil to help plants grow. Besides, we are supposed to pick out reusable, not disposable, products and avoid buying over-packaged goods.

Last but not least, we can donate our old furniture and household items for recycling. If we carry out these above-mentioned steps, we will certainly lessen the amount of rubbish.

WHY??

That is all I want to know is WHY things happen...Things arent too hot right now.A lot of stuff going wrong and not much to smile about,but whatever thats life right? When life gives you lemons make lemonade?But sometimes I feel like I was given lemons to make orange juice,like everything seems impossible to make right now.Im sorry if this sounds like an emotion entry but I just wonder why things happen and whatever. Anyway I always think of why?? But I believe I am really the lucky one, I don't have to work part time for money and do whatever I want with parents' support. I am really LUCKY.

A walk to remember

Well, why do I mention this story again? You must believe how beautiful it is, and have to see it whatever novel or movie. Trust me, it's worth reading and then you difinitly will burst into tears.

This is the best movie I have ever seen, and the only one movie I ever wanted to cry like a little daddy girl while watching it .

Actually this movie has been out for a long time,but this movie I would never ever forget. Ok then I tell you about the plot in brief. Jamie and Landon ( the two main actress and actor)both of two people have nothing in common and everything to learn from each other. In the begining, Landon is kind of ganster in school but Jamie is greatly opposite to him,but gradually Landon fell in love with her and even knew that she had already changed his life. Unfortunately, one day Jamie told him that she had cancer and she uesd to get alone well with everything and then he happened. Then I sobbed my heart out when he asks her to marry him and marries her in the same church as her mom got married.

Unfortunately in the end, Jamie is dead and Landon became a doctor.

What can I say, a walk to remember is my most favorite movie and novel.

I wanna have NATURE POWER ability

Maybe it sounds silly, but how about I do really have it?? GIMME SOME TIME TO BUILD THIS OK? haha~~I had this thought yesterday,so what if we had this ability to see people's lives? When you're sitting on the MRT, and there's all these strangers who brush up against you as you naively listen to your ipod and read the free newspaper. At meantime, you just gaze straight at somebody,and you can learn his name is John(or whatever). Yet, do not let me see the ghost, because I compeletely have no cutiosity about it and I am abosolutely so scared to death. It's not that infantile, but the reason is that I did really watch too many horror movie. I will quit watching it sooner or later, I promise.Anyway back to the topic,if I did really had this kind of power, I think that I might open a store and survive by this. haha~~Ok time to sleep.

I hope you will be fine

Sometimes it's just indescribable.The way things are revealed to you.No matter how many times you stumble.There's always forgiveness and room to improve.What can I say, I feel so blessed.So grateful for everything.Knowing what really matters.

I don't wanna cry, but I can't control myself. I don't even want to think of it, but it always come up my mind. I don't even want to say goodbye to you, because you are always by my side. That's why we are sooooo close. My elder brother gonna join the one year military service, I don't know how to describe my feeling right now. Actually, I want to cry instead of typing the words.

English AGAIN

Yes, I should be studying right now, but I needed to update...well, so far school is school. A little bit different than last year, but it holds a new lesson or lessons than last year did. Hopefully they won't be as hard. Anyways, I need to have a more positive attitude about it I guess...lol. But yea, pray that I rely on God all through this semester, becacause I tend to rely on myself too much.


After these days cram school, I am sure that I acquire lots of grammar skill from starting learn it. I won’t give up learning English I am sure.And I will spare no efforts to acquire more English ability.

Enviornment Protection Issue

In recent years, the rapid decrease of animal species and the global warming, more and more people realize the importance of environment protection. It's governments' responsibility to make environment protecting policies also to survey the environment conditions.

A lot of pollution comes from the factories and governments should survey their working condition regularly. If anyone sends off pollution illegally, the government should fine them seriously. We live in this world and it is our duty to protect our earth. First of all, we should have the consciousness to protect the environment. Secondly, we should start from what we do daily. Take me for example, I always ride the bike with my family from Nie Hu to dan shui. It takes me one and half hours by going there, but it is not tired at all. At present time, ride the bike instead of driving is really popullar in Taipei. Therefore, you can see lots of cycling team pass you by on the street.

I am really glad that I can do a little effort to make this world better, and I hope everyone can do their effort to this world too.

To sum up, Polar bear face the problem of extinction very quickly. I did really hope human being can think about it deeply.

About L.O.V.E

You know it's amazing how time goes by. Certain days feel like they last forever, you can feel like you have known someone forever when you have known them for a week, and when you are hanging out with someone you enjoy time slips away. I am 20 years old, and often times I feel like I am still 16. Its hard....


I've got a word of advice for whoever comes across this. Don't ever fall in love with your best friend, because sooner or later you won't be able to hang out with them anymore. Everytime you do your heart breaks a little more and then you will feel like you have no one, you will feel like someone hit you with a truck. You'll go to bed lonely and not want to wake up because everything you see will remind you of them. And you'll be all alone. Sadness is kinda comforting.It's really comforting when you can't remember the time before this when you were actually sad and not angry. I wish I could be angry instead, because when you are angry, your insides don't hurt, you don't hurt until later, when you're sad it always hurts.

My fish

I'm lost and confused now. I just lost one of the best friends I've ever had. He and I went from high school to college together. He was always there for me, especially during those hard periods of transition. I would rant about how much I hated school and how much I hated everything surrounding me. And he would just look up and me and make little burp bubbles. We spent a lot of sick days together.

He is the inspiration for the entire last 2 years in my life . Nevertheless, the two dogs in my family always like to look at him and play with him. He listened to my joys, too--the few good moods I had, summers, graduation. I have many successes that wouldn't have taken place without him. My scholarships at CHU also when I was in AUS, he is always there for me even he is in TW.

I could come to him with anything. Life will be very different without him. And of course,he will always be my FISH.