staving for love.This has become my new motto. Yesterday I thought for sure I was falling back into depression and I have never prayed so hard in my life. I prayed for everything, I prayed that this guy would like me the way I like him, I prayed for Janey, I prayed for my mom I prayed for strength to lose weight, I prayed for courage, hope and that I wouldn't fall into the dark hole of depression. I was just barely out of since my last time.I woke up today feeling a lot better even though I started out wrong by eating pancakes :P but I went shopping and got a lot of stuff! It also made me feel amazing because I fit in a medium in American eagle, FINALLY! I got some clothes, a bag COACH ......gonna be better and a fresh start. :)

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ＤＡＭＮ...... Why do I become SOOO FAT?? I used to like 44~45 KG but NOW 54 KG....I don't know why can I eat soo much things recent years. My mom always tells me that I used to really skinny before I went abroad for years but after I came back everything is changed. I throw all my clothes aways coz all of them are S, and now I should wear M...>_<But now I go to swim almost everyday and I don't have dinner even I am really hungry..Now I am losing weight .......and I can feel that my jeans are more space for me to fit in with.....Hope I will be in HOT SHAPE in few months...

Those girls in the pictures are sooooooo HOT...When Can I become like them???

Issue:A person I will never forget

Since I got memory,grandfather is the one who I love so much. Because I am the youngest in my family. So he gave me lots of love and care. He always took care of me and bought lots of toys for me. But he passed away six years ago. Nevertheless,everytime I think of my grandfather,I can’t even stop crying.


My grandfather is always tender. We lived together,so there is a good relationship between us. I still remember when I was in junior high school. He was sick seriously. So he lived in the hospital for three years. Everytime when I saw my grandfather lie in bed with pain,my heart really hurt. If I could,I did really want to share his sorrow. While I am alone,the memories I had with my grandfather always come to my mind.
When I was a little girl,I loved to sit on his legs and played with him. Everytime I came home,he was the first one who I wanted to talk to. Lots of memories stay deep in my heart. Not just a few words can describe how much I love him.


To me,he is not only my grandfather but also my best friend. Until now I can’t stop crying when I think of him. If I could,I really want to tell him that I love him and miss him so much. No matter how long it will be,my grandfather will be in my heart forever.

Friends

For me, this line is so thin and painful that I would much rather erase it completely out of my life. It hurt to realize that my best friend turn out to be just one of my close friends and that I'm actually not as special to her as she was to me. It hurt that she still has not realized that our friendship is no longer the way it was. It hurt to know that she will probably never notice and may not even care enough to. It's not her fault. Every time she hurt me, I would hid my tears and forgave her. Every time she said somethings offensive to me, I would smile and kept my silence. Every time she took advantage of me, I would let it go and tricked myself into believing that she won't do it again. Every time she took her anger out on me, I would felt helpless that I couldn't make her feel better and quietly turn myself into her punching bag...She didn't not know then and still doesn't know now. .....sigh.....

Whale war

After watching the video of hunting the whale, I felt so sad and terrible. I can’t believe that at mean time many people try so hard to protect the whale but some of others try to kill them for food and sell out for money. Have they ever thought about whale’s feeling? They are really smart and thoughtful. However, Japanese said that they hunt the whale for research but at same time they might sell it for money. Japanese government does not solve this problem and set the law to restrict hunting. However, there is an organization to protect the whale from being hunting.
Two sides war might last longer or one day it will stop when the whale are all disappear. But when they really disappear the ecological might lose balance. And there might be thousands of fish breed in the ocean and destroy the silence of ocean it used to be. Because human beings have the ability of killing so we have to take by force other creatures’ life? I think humans are really rude and cruel compared with other animals. So I really hope we can stop killing the animal.

Animal Rights

2. I think people who maltreat the animal should be fine seriously. For example,the fine should up to five thousand dollars, otherwise, they won't feel afraid of the punishment. Even more, some of them kill the dog for food should be put into the jail.Dog have the feeling and conscious same as human,but the difference between human and animal is they have no ability of speaking. They have their authority of living,so people who kill them should be fine and other punishment seriously.
Last time I saw the TV program which is the animal police in United State and they caught the people who maltreat the animal. And some of them did really put into the jail. I always wonder not only in Taiwan but also most of Asian countries have no such strict law to protect the animal. But I think the main problem is also the education, if they did not being well educated and they might have the wrong behavior. So the education and the law are both important to guide the right way to people.

3.The group’s obligation is to protect the animal from being maltreat. Because in Taiwan we have no animal police to protect them, hence there are some volunteer gather together and have the organization to protect the animal. It is really good that those enthusiastic people found this group. But I think the government should notice this issue and problem which is really important to most of the people who like the animal so much.

Winter Vacation

I can't wait for the winter vacation and plan the schedule for the 1month holiday. I don't think this time that I can go abroad for travelling with my parents, elder sister and brother. Because my elder brother can't go abroad during the military service. Sigh...and without him the whole trip might really boring. My family used to go abroad for travelling every winter and summer vacation. But this time we have to break this rule ...>_<>

Issue:Economic Recession

The whole world is facing the problem of global financial crisis and job riot. Living is hard nowadays and people are afraid of facing everyday that the whole world’s economic is getting worse. Therefore, the rate of people committing suicide is getting higher and higher. Everybody wants to ask when we will go through this hard time.

Nowadays, the price of article for daily use is much higher than the price before, but the pay we earn is getting lower and lower. Even the people who have master degree are hard to have a proper job to do. At least they still have a job to survive. Not only in Taiwan, but the whole world’s economic target United State is in the finance storm. Some analysts or Fed official say the poor economy likely last and may even get worse. I always wonder about my future and what kind of job I can really have. Are we really ready for this world? It’s the question in everyone’s heart but we never get the answer. Nevertheless, I think our government does not do effort to force those businessmen rising the price when the cost of raw materials kept rising ,reducing the product price when the raw materials become lower nowadays. In fact, all of politicians should do things for people not only saying the political slogan to deceive people. Some people say the economy is just like the four seasons in a year. Therefore, this time of economy cycle is facing the winter.

Last but not least, the only small effort we can do is saving the money and buying the stuffs which are on sale. Although, we still have a long way to go through, the most important thing is to cherish the things that we have now. Perhaps those things will disappear one day and not get them back anymore. Hence, go through the economic crisis is what we want in this moment.

Why?

As busy as I am, I still want to write something today.I don't know if its going to be long or short but it'll be a thoughtful piece.
It's ridiculous how many people I've told about my situation and still, after them asking me if I'm doing any better, I still don't understand how they know.I guess I keep forgetting. I feel like my mind and personality have returned to me, but I'm still frail and susceptible and afraid of getting hurt. I've lost my self-confidence and footage.. what I've built myself up to be the past few years has just crumbled and dissipated into thin air. I just want to be in my old life again.

Question

Q1.In fact, lots of people cheat in test and assignment and they always use this way to pass the test. Nevertheless, not only in high school but also right now in University some of my classmate who did really cheat almost the time. Aspecially in university, the problem is really serious and it is hard to solve it. But in Taiwan ,teacher always lay emphasis on the SCORE but they don't really care about how much you really learn from school. Score is everything in Taiwan. So that's why students chose to cheat.

Q2. I think if you caught plagiarizing assignments in such as top excellent university in Taiwan, you would be given a falling grade and record a demerit or even expel from school. But I think in other poor private university in Taiwan , they don't really care about it. However, I think people who chose to cheat might give them a certain punishment which would sufficient deterrent it. But I prefer to have the punishment of a falling grade, and give those people who cheat in assignment and exam a chance.

I fail at eating

NO! That does not mean I'm anorexic, it just means that I'm picky about whats on my plate.
I won't eat CURRY, mushrooms, fish, seaweed, chicken feet, pig feet, etc. YUCK.
So today, my mom was going to kill me if I didn't eat her curry, I feel SO sick, I want to throw up so bad now...but I won't because :
A) After taste is NASTY
B) It gets stomach acid on my teeth, and I really wouldn't want my teeth to be digested
C) Bad breath!
Like, some curry is okay, but my mom's curry, OH MY GOD, I've been having to deal with it all my life, I mean she doesn't make it alot, but every time she makes it, I'm done for like 10000000000000 years. What's worse? She puts coconut milk in it, I want to throw up,I think this is punishment for not waking up early enough to study!!!

Horrible midterm exam

Well its been a while since I've updated.Anyway this was the BEST Weekend EVER!!!!! Coz I just finished the midterm exam except one subject ** linguistic** But I still feel free this weekend. One more thing, my brother came back for holiday this weekend which was really best time ever.Monday and Tuesday was really horrible and exhausted that I studied for almost 40 hours. And I studied so hard in libary instead of going back to my dorm for sleep. Hope I will get good grade.Also my companion Jennis kennis and阿光 ~~haha~~Hope we all have excellent score.

My thought of cheating

Well, in my personal opinion, I will give them a chance to fix their mistake. Sometimes, they don't think twice before make the decision. The meaning of education is to let student learn from school and the well behavior. So of course we should give them the chance of learning . However, the previous mistakes have already done; the one thing that I will let them do is to work harder than before and have more assignment for one month or more. Depands on how many mistakes they have done.

Actually I do not care about the classmate who plagiarism in this class. Because it is the chance that she/ he miss learning from here. But what if her/ his score is higher than me , I will tell him/her that do not make the mistake again and again. Maybe it is really difficult for him/ her to learn and write Englsih. But give it one step at a time , I sincerely believe that the English ability will elevate gradually.

Class assignment

1. Copying a few pages from Wikipedia and turning it in as your assignment.cheating
2. Asking someone else to write a few paragraphs of your paper for you—but you still do most of it.not cheating
3. Asking someone to proofread your assignment and fix the grammar mistakes for you.not cheating
4. Having someone read what you wrote and tell you if they can understand it or not. You take their ideas and fix what you wrote.not cheating
5. Using an article from an English language learning website by copying it and turning it in.cheating
6. Finding an article online that says exactly what you were thinking, so you just turn that in.cheating
7. Reading an article that you found online, thinking about it, and then writing a response in your own words.not cheating
8. Doing a writing assignment for one class and then turning it in for two, three, or even more classes because you are too busy to do another writing assignment.not cheating
9. Finding some writing online, but changing some of the verbs and nouns before you turn it in.cheating
10. Finding a paper online, but changing all of the verbs before you turn it in.not cheating
11. Copying an article that you found, but you don’t get caught so no one ever knows about it. cheating

Issue

Making Decision
Growing up means making my own decision. When being a kid, I felt all the tough decision to my parents or elder brother and sister. With my gradual growth, I came to realize that they could not always stand by me; I had to learn to be totally independent.

I still remember the hardest decision I had ever made was that I went abroad to NZ. I was plunged into a dilemma. At that time, my parents were so involved in debts that I felt reluctant to reveal my intention to them. However, my enthusiasm for learning english encouraged me to implement the plan.
In a nutshell, life is always making decision. What the end comes relating to what you have done. Never give up and fight for your dream.

Nothing to do with politics

It's nothing to do with politics,but something regarding your level, your attitude, the education you've received, and your emotional quotient.There are neaely half of people on your msn list, including me, have aleady bacome "trash", "animal", "low level", and "brainless", as you describes them/me like this on your nickname.So, if this is the only way you can state your opinions(since your ability is not allowing you to form a better sentence),please, write it somewhere else, and show respects to your freinds. And one more important thing is,I don't think you are good enough to call me animal,as you cant even form a polite expression, but I can.I am so grown! (like McSteamy in Grey's)Okay, apparently I cant write anything without bullshitting hahaha

I love every single one of my friends. It's so sad something like this has to happen for me and other people to realize just how important it is to keep your friends close. I mean, I haven't talked to some people in quite awhile over the most useless things. We all just need to forget about the bullshit that goes on and just be happy for the people we do have, and not let them go. Just think twice before you hold a grudge...
I've made mistakes and I just hope that other people can let it go and things can just go to how they were before. Maybe not how they were before, I just want things to be better than it is now. I can't go back and change what happened, but I miss you already and it's killing me. I'm just sorry.

I got stuck in the rally

I was damn tired last night( sorry for using such word, but I was really angry). Ok last night I finished the cram school at 5:30, then I waited for the bus at Taipei Train Station over 20 minutes. However, I used to wait for the bus only 5 minutes. And I took the MRT instead, I thought I could go home soon. But WHAT???? When I walked out the MRT station, I heared the really loud noisy. But I though it was too many people that's why it was like that. Now, not yet finished my terrible way home; I have to wait for the bus again, because there is no any MRT station near my home. Yet, I waited for it almost half hour, and it was like hunderds of people waited there.Therefore, I walked to another bus stop to wait for bus..............HOW COME?? There was a rally and thousands of people stood there. I GOT STUCK INSIDE WITH THEM. I couldn't walk out to other place.......I called my dad for emergency.....BUT IT WAS REALLY NOISY. Even my dad couldn't come there to pick me up. I couldn't find a police for help because they all the riot police and didn't answer my question, just stood there and stared at me. Even Police set up barbed-wire barricades to keep the protesters away from the Grand Hotel.However, I took taxi home...but I still got stuck in the traffic jam for nearly 3 hours. It was quite mess. Anyway, I really donno what are those people thinking about, and they are really like the riot. Those so-called political figures are all POLITICIANS. People just like thier dummy and election tool to let them reach thier own benefit. It was really like a political show. PLEASE .... stop doing thier DUMMY to be a celever people OK???

And think of those people who have to go home, and we are really tired of getting stuck in traffic jam....

About love

I used to think of all the billions of people in the world, and of all those people, how was I going to meet the right ones? The right ones to be my friends, the right one to be my husband. Now I just believe you meet the people you're supposed to meet.

A handsome guy walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was.Do we really see each other for what we really are, or do we just see what we want to see, the image distorted by our own personal lenses?

Yes, it's true, we might see the right one somewhere down the street . There are thousand and thousand kinds of people in the world...But you happen in my life.

Assignment

Question 1
The standard penalty for a first-time violation of the Honor Code is a one-quarter suspension and 40 hours of community service. If the student is in his/her final quarter of enrollment the standard practice is to convert the one-quarter suspension into a two-quarter delay in the conferral of the degree.
Question2
1.Disciplinary Warning:verbal or written notification that the student has not met the University's standards of conduct, and that a repeated offense will result in more serious disciplinary action.
2.Reprimand:a written statement censuring a student for violating University regulations, and stating that another offense will result in more serious action.
3.Restitution:requirement that the student compensate the University or other persons for damages, injuries, or losses. Failure to comply results in canceled registration and a hold on future registration.
4.Disciplinary Probation : action that places conditions on the student's continued attendance at the University, including the statement that further violation of University policies will likely result in dismissal.
5.Suspension:a written statement notifying a student that his or her enrollment has been suspended for a specific period of time for violating University policy.
6.Dismissal :a written statement notifying a student that his or her attendance at the University has been terminated for violating University policy.

Question 3
1.Utah reporter fired for plagiarism
A reporter who covered higher education for Utah's largest newspaper has been fired after being accused of plagiarism.

2. Websites offer students a new way to cheat.
A 30-page term paper of assianment but Richard finished it in one evening, cutting and pasting paragraphs off the internet for an online company that sells papers to desperate American college students. Any student who goes onto any of these websites is buying a plagiarised paper. The student who ordered the 30-page paper complained that the work wasn't original.
Richard said that he almost got fired for plagiarism, which he thought was pretty funny.

3.Katie Couric producer fired for plagiarism
A CBS News producer was fired and the network apologized after a Katie Couric video essay on libraries was found to be plagiarized from The Wall Street Journal.
Question4
After I have read those articles, I agree the punishment that school sets up for stander. Yet, those student who cheat in test is quite irresponsible. Now, our vacation is student and what we should do is accomplish our duty which is studying hard . The significance of going to school that the reason is elevating our knowledge and try to improve our shortcoming. However, examination is just the part of process that we can realize where we should still work hard on it. Therefore, teacher can know how much we have learned from the classes . In any case, we should study hard and be confident of ourselves.

Issue

Education and success
Everyone knows that education is essential for us. Yet, most of people believe that education is a short cut leading to success. It might not entirely true but it is a fundamental and efficient way to achieve our goal. That is to say, being successful depends on other abilities such as practical experience, opportunity or sometimes luck.
However, when we are in university which does offer a lot of courses and resources to let us strengthen our foundation. Thus, we can have more opportunities to compete with others. Nevertheless, we can find that most of successful person have excellent education background. Almost all of them graduated from master degree or kept learning even they had enough ability to cope with their works. Therefore, we have to delay enjoyment and get more professional knowledge and training in our learning process. Recent years, the economic recession has got worse; hence, lots of people complain that they have no opportunities to find the job yet they have advance degree. In fact, opportunities exist nearly everybody if you prepare already to grasp it. Taking me as an example, I had never thought that I could get the scholarship in university. I dare to say that I could not be successful if I didn’t study hard by myself. When my classmates plan to go out for fun, I always stay at dorm studying English instead. Because I do not attend to an excellent university, and that’s why I have to study hardcore to make up for it. Nevertheless, I believe in myself that I can success at last. Trying my best and being confident is the way that I always tell myself.
Last but not least, I firmly believe if we want to be a successful person, we must spare effort to complete our obligation or works. Attitude is always the main portion leading successful. Thus, we must study all our lives to improve our shortcoming.