staving for love.This has become my new motto. Yesterday I thought for sure I was falling back into depression and I have never prayed so hard in my life. I prayed for everything, I prayed that this guy would like me the way I like him, I prayed for Janey, I prayed for my mom I prayed for strength to lose weight, I prayed for courage, hope and that I wouldn't fall into the dark hole of depression. I was just barely out of since my last time.I woke up today feeling a lot better even though I started out wrong by eating pancakes :P but I went shopping and got a lot of stuff! It also made me feel amazing because I fit in a medium in American eagle, FINALLY! I got some clothes, a bag COACH ......gonna be better and a fresh start. :)